I am now sitting alone in my room just thinking about this same day 2 years ago...1april 2007!!My mind was filled with thoughts running with the speed of a sprinter..
"One month..jus one month..my results will come..i feel i ll score 1140 for 1200...maybe i ll get a medical seat...if not that then let me prepare for JIPMER entrance on May 21...or AIIMS on May10th...i badly need to get medical seat..then i ll become a doctor..the very first in my family...Last month when i saw that KILI JOSIYAM that guy said u r capable of bcomin a doctor or a gr8 engineer[he knows only two professional courses!!even then he told that to ME!]..let me wait for my results!!God ll save me!!"
But when the results came...the night b4 my b'day..i remember how shocking it was!A 1040 for 1200....the score which i ve never even dreamt of...I remember that second even now..tears gushed out..i cried very badly...i dreamt of bcomin a doc on april 1..and i got fooled!!!my mind went blank after continuous crying....
"Appa please dont break down..i ll do some b.sc microbiology or something...please don hate me!!"i remember myself cryin to my dad...parents dint talk with me properly..my anna started to counsel me saying everything is for good..87% not bad etc....nothing could console me...THE WORST B'DAY of my life i would say it was....
But after that lots of things happened to make me forget such a bitter happening...somehow someone helped me..and now i am here...I don want anymore such bitterness in life!!
Well...this was just a random post...will be back with my original vigour in the next post!!:)
P.s:Even now nothin is spoilt...maybe i can become DR.GAYATHRI if i follow anyone of the ideas below:
1.Marry a guy who can give me DR as initial[:p]
2.Act movies lik our ilayathalapathy vijay[sorry DR.VIJAY:/]
3.After B.E do a M.E or M.S and Ph.D and get a doctrate[;)]
he he he...I AM BACK[:P]